Soreness, Stress, & Sister

Woah, I havent blogged in forever! Well, little update.....Idk. Life has been good. Ive just been incredibly stressed lately. Its nearing the end of the quarter! Hooray! I can't wait to get home to my family, friends, and especially home to Tristan. I miss him SOOO much. Insanely much. I didn't think it was possible. lol. I am continuously amazed by how are relationship is growing. :) I love it. Anyways, yesterday was my AMAZING sister's birthday!! I had tristan get her flowers from me and suprise her. :) I hope she enjoyed it! Also yesterday, I went on an all day, well almost all day, sabbath hike. We hiked up a mountain. Ugh! So long. lol. It was nice to get out and appreciate nature though. Plus, the air was semi-clean. It was exhausting though. Several times I thought I was going to die! haha. I am so out of shape. Anyways, I am extremely sore now. Soooo sore. No fun. Well, that's all for now. On friday I will be flying back home for thanksgiving week! Love you guys! Miss you babe.

frustrated

wow, so i havent blogged in a bit! here's a quick update:

• I am now in my fifth week and midpoint of the quarter. (I want it to be over)
• My sister, boyfriend, and friend came to visit me.
• My boyfriend completely suprised me.
• I went roller skating, saw Whip It, and now want to roller derby-it up.
• I gave my boyfriend something that means the world to me. (my bracelet I havent taken off for a year and a half)
• Midterms coming up.
• The weather is getting colder.
• I enjoy tuesday tunes but Garrett's head is in the clouds due to a certain volleyball player.

Okay, so now for my frustration! haha. People here are starting to make me mad. Ugh. I guess people have been talking about me behind my back. Who knew?! I thought they were my friends! Anyways, I guess they think im a big flirt? Idk. I dont think I am at all. Its just that once im comfortable around you, Im comfortable. I dont treat them any differently then my guy friends back home, and everything I do I'd do infront of tristan. They just think way too much of the little things. For an example, I am freezing cold, I ask if anyone will let me use their jacket. Logical right? But noooooo, it means Im flirting and i like them. Stupid. Im just kinda super fed up right now with the whole situation. It feels like its middle school again. And it hurts to know that people are talking about me behind my back. Grow the balls to say it to my face! Oh, and my supposed "friends" keep telling my roomate stuff to tell me. Seriously? Just have enough respect to say it to my face. Idk. Im really frustrated at the moment. I never ever meant for people to get the wrong ideas from my actions. My roomie thinks they just dont understand me or my humor and they're thinking more of it then they should. So I guess now every time I talk to a guy, which is all the time because the girls dont talk to me, people are saying "oooh. Look. she's flirting with a new guy". Ugh. Just because it's soooooo freakin dificult to make girl friends here doesnt mean peopel should judge me when i mostly have just guy friends. They're more friendlier and less complicated. Usually. AND, to top everything off, I found out why one of my favorite guy friends has been basically completely avoiding me. He's into me. agghhhh. Don't avoid me because of that. So, sorry to blurt out all of my frustration here but I cant really say it anywheres else. :/

p.s. angelina don't show mom this please. :D

HMA tuesday adventures

Last night, according to Israel, it was tuesday adventures (he claims that every tuesday we are going to go on an adventure together). Anyways, it started off that he wanted to talk to me about something. So, we went on a walk and sat down outside. Then, we decided to go off on an adventure. Well, we ended up going to HMA, the music building, into their big auditorium. It was super dark so we just layed out on the stage and talked. But then, they started locking up the building so we had to run out. haha. It wasn't that adventurous, but it was still fun. :)

Weekend

So, this weekend was a usual one. Friday Fruyus, then first service. After, that I went to sleep basically right away. Well, after talking to people right after first service. My roomie stayed up to celebrate John's birthday! He turned 19 on friday. Then, on saturday I went to sabbath school and church. After that, I napped. :) Later, me and a bunch of friends layed out on a blanket as usual and talked and ate. Mmmm. That night liz came and a group of us went to the beach for a bit. It was an interesting experience.....I made a decision that I now regret in a way. I did something I shouldnt have and im not proud of it. But, I dealt with my bad decision already and im trying to put it behind me. Im just really disappointed in myself. Idk. I regret it and I dont at the same time. Anyways, on sunday, I basically slept all day and played piano. lol. Oh, on the beach, my awesome amazing friend Josh played a song for me. Check it out:

boys dorm

So, yesterday was boring, but last night we went over to Garretts house for dinner. :) It was fun. Isreal took us (me and ale) over there and back. I LOVE his house. Its sooo nice. And the decor is amazing. Im proud of him and the guys he lives with. Oh, and he can cook. Then, we came back to the dorms and studied for an hour or two. After that, me and ale headed over to the boys dorm as usual. We chilled on the couches with josh, budge, and isreal. :) Mucho fun. Isreal supposedly thinks im quiet. Surrreee.......haha. He's a funny kid. Oh, and he insisted on walking us back to our dorm rooms. According to him its just too dangerous. Boy you've never been to my town at night? haha. Anyways, Today should be fun. Its two months with me and tristan today. :) BUT, i havent heard from him since sunday. :/ it makes me sad. Ive even texted him. Ugh. Oh well. Tonight im going midnight bowling. Maybe I can get Isreal to drive me. Hopefully. Or josh. :)

top of the world

Tonight, after tuesday tunes, my new found amigo, Isreal took me and some friends to the top of the world. :) It was super fun and random. He's a pretty amazingly cool guy. ahaha. Anyways, tomorrow will be another day of school and that night will be tuesday tunes club meeting at Garrett's house (thanks to me and ale) he's cooking us dinner. :D

if you can walk, you can dance. if you can walk to the music, you can become a great dancer

This weekend has been funnish. Friday, I mostly just cleaned and went shopping after school. Joshy, my tenth husband :), took me and ale. Friday night I went to first service. It was nice. A lot better than church. Saturday I went to sabbath school. Then, I chilled outside on a blanket with ale, nate, and josh. We all ended up falling asleep. It was a SUPER nice and needed nap. Then, me and ale got ready for that night. We wanted to look super cute. After we were done we left with pono, josh, and nate along with a car full of other boys I dont remember their names to an open mike cafe. Pono performed. It was a lot of fun but I was exausted and super cold. Then, later that night we all chilled at angwin, my dorm. Sunday, we decorated our dorm room for a contest (we won first place with a prize of $20 target giftcards!), had a photoshoot with JR, and studied. Well, not really studied.....we ended up going to the boys dorm to study,we find ourselves there often. Pono was going to help us with bible, but.....we ended up going out to eat with pono, josh, and steve. Haha. Then, when we got back, steve wanted to teach Israel how to dance salsa. So, a group of us (me, ale, steve, israel, andrew, and sometimes josh) all danced untill 1 in the morning! Soooooo much fun! I hadn't danced in a long time. We also merengued, salsa'd, tangoed, slow waltzd, and cha-cha'd. Super exciting. :) We are going to start doing that regularly.

why do we do this to ourselves?

So, my weekend was actually really nice! :) Only bummer is that my mom left and I feel like there was some unspoken issue between us. :/ It makes me sad, I didnt want anyone to leave me with any ill feelings whatsoever. BUT, I did enjoy my weekend. Saturday, I went to the beach! It was sooo nice. :) I made new friends: Kelli, John, Johnathen, Mark, Paul, David, and I cant remember the last guys name......lol. Well, they taught me how to play volleyball. Crazy, huh? I never thought I would put myself out of my comfort zone like that. I felt accomplished and supposedly I did good for my first time. I enjoyed it because everyone was soooo nice and super supportive. They never ever said anything to hint that I was doing horrible. Then, liz came saturday night! :D We had good fun and talks. She stayed untill sunday early evening. Me her and my roomie spent the day together. :) Well, that's all for now. OH! I stayed up till 2:20 last night. Ugh. Idk why. I was just really not tired. PLUS, I didnt even do ANY homework. Horrible I know. Instead I webcamed with cameron. lol. haha. We finally decided to go to sleep because I had class today at 8 and needed to get up early to study and do hw, and he needed to get up at 5. Why did we do that? ahaha. And my roomie stayed up a little later than me! I think its just a college thing. We seriously do not mean to stay up that late. Happy Birthday Danny and Kristina! :)

first week of school

So, I haven't had much time to blog lately. BUT, I will now update you with the happenings of my week starting from sunday.

Sunday: We left our hotel and went to LSU to unload and move me in. I was slightly flustered just because it seemed like there was soooo much to do. But, I moved in and found out that people were leaving in 15 minutes. AH! So soon. It made me slightly panicky. I wasn't ready to say goodby to tristan. :/ But we had to. So I said goodbye to everyone and went back to my dorm room. No tears.

Monday: FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! haha. It was early start! 8 am Jesus class. The day was crazy. I fell asleep in my second class, then came back to my room to take a nap and slept 20 minutes into my next class. I was soooo mad at myself.

Tuesday: Went to classes. I really like my war crimes and international policy class. It reminds me of my favorite class back at my old college. THEN, that night me and my roomie alejandra went to tuesday tunes. Its an activity at school where bands/people come and perform. Mmmm. It was sooo fun. I highly recomend you check out noah gundersen. He is amazing. Amazingly good looking. :P Oh! and I made a friend. Garrett. He's a pretty awesome guy. He's the one who puts on tuesday tunes and he's a senior. Pretty nice too. So, after tuesday tunes, me and ale hanged out with matt and jr. Fun. :)

Wednesday: Ugh. Another day of school....Im already counting down the days till christmas break. lol. Tonight, I went to worship. It's called 4th down. It was pretty awesome. And, afterwards, me and some new found friends went out. haha. At like midnight. We got some horchata. Nasty horchata actually. But just getting away from the college was super nice. Im starting to feel like I fit in just a little bit more. BUT, I missing tristan. :/ So many little things remind me of him......

Thursday: School.......First quiz. :/ AND, convocation. I got to see all of the LSU students get together. Super awesome. After my last class was over ale called me and said that her and josh were going to fruyus (a frozen yogurt place) and they invited me to go. :) It was soooo yummy. And definitly was my lunch. :D After that, it was luau time! Welcome back luau. At first it was boring, but then more friends started showing up. There was blow up games, polynesian dancing, food, and music. I signed up to be in the polynesian club! :) Im soooo excited. Later that night, all my friends randomly went on the obstical course that was all wet with a pool at the end. Soooooo awesomly fun. And me and ale even got garrett to go! haha. He's hilarious. And, he's going to cook me and ale dinner sometime! He lives off campus. Unfortunately, back at the room I started missing tristan a TON. Aghhh. I know for a fact I can do this whole long distance thing, but i dont enjoy it at all. :/

Friday: Today was my last day of classes this week! Im done with my first week of school now! :) Well, I will be cleaning, doing laundry, and organizing things today. Later on, me and my friends might go to some block party or something. Not really sure. But supposedly kid cudi will be there. So that should be interesting. :)

Overused phrase of the week: ridiculous

this amazes me. completely.

noah gundersen

La Sierra

Wow. Im finally here. Its insane thinking about it. I dont really think that it has hit me yet. But I have a feeling it will after this week. Well, let me start from the beggining. My trip down was very interesting. We almost died. But, everything turned out perfectly fine. My roomate is super nice. :) Her name is Alejandra, Ale for short. I think that if I hangout with her a lot Ill loose my meannes. haha. My room is bigger than I thought it would be and I only have to share the bathroom with my roomie and bathmates (the girls nextdoor). So, being without tristan hasnt hit me too hard yet. BUT, in class this morning, the teacher made a comment like, "all of us have had to do a lot to get here with money, and leaving loved ones behind". Ahhhhh. That one got me. Right in the middle of Jesus class. At 8 in the morning. lol. But besides that, Ihavent gotten homesick. I can't wait till people visit me though! It'll be great. :)

this is our destiny. :)

Last night, I watched Australia and Slumdog Millionaire. :) I LOVE those movies. && Tristan came over. :) Perfect evening. I like that guy a million. I still can't believe im leaving this friday! Its insane. Im really excited, but dont want to say goodbye to people. I hate saying goodbye. Anyways, here are some of my favorite quotes from the movies.

Australia:
Drover: We're not really used to...
Lady Sarah Ashley: A woman? I suppose you think I should be back in Darwin, at the church fete or a lady's whatever you call it. Well I will have you know, I am as capable as any man.
Drover: Guests. We're not used to guests is what I was about to say but now that you mention it I happen to quite like the women of the outback.

Nullah: Mrs. Boss! We gotta get those fat cheeky bulls into that big bloody metal ship!

Drover: Welcome to Australia!

Nullah: I sing you to me.

Slumdog Millionaire:
Jamal Malik: I knew you'd be watching.
Latika: I thought we would meet only in death.
Jamal Malik: This is our destiny.
Latika: Kiss me.

Maman: Jamal, time has come to turn professional.
Youngest Jamal: Really?
Maman: But first, let me hear that song Darshan Do Ghanshyam, my favorite bhajan.
Youngest Jamal: [sings] Darshan Do [stops and commands]
Youngest Jamal: Fifty rupees!
Maman: [bewildered]
Youngest Jamal: I'm a professional now, what to do?
Maman: [laughs] Cheeky little bugger!

Jamal Malik: I love you.
Latika: So what?

Jamal Malik: I'll wait for you at the train station every day at five.

Jamal Malik: Maybe it's written.
All of these quotes were provided by IMDB.

50th post. Hoooray!

Ahahahha. I dont know if I should be proud that its only my 50th post. But, I am. :) Well, this weekend it has been only me and papi at home. My mama and sister went to a leadership conference with my church. I can't believe that it was my last weekend home! Insane. Well, friday I spent mostly home doind chores and scholarships. But, I did go over to kara's to visit for a bit. She gave me a massage. :) She's in massage therapy school. I very much enjoyed it. I think that has to be some of the coolest homework ever. Later, me and my dad went out to dinner at rubios. Mmmmm. Delicious. I got nachos grande. Then I went home and chilled. Saturday, me and my dad only went to the sermon at church, we didnt make it to sabbath school. After church, I was talking to Eli for a while. I had NOOOOO clue he knew I had a boyfriend! Oh my goodness. Slightly awkward. But, he is completely hilarious so we were joking around like crazy. He told me to bring tristan to church. Idk.....It's kinda weird having a boyfriend from a different religion, just becuase he wont understand a lot of the reasoning behind why I do what I do. Hard to explain. Anyways, after that I went home and watched a movie with my dad. That night, me and my friends went out bowling! Finally! lol. We've been trying to do that for months! hahaha. It was me, kara, her boyfriend christopher, tiana, her boyfriend canyon, and canyon's coworker patrick. I had fun. :) I just wished tristan couldve been there. Oh well. But that night, I heard news about a friend that I didnt like. Im not going to name names, but she has really changed. :( Im worried for her. && The stuff she does makes me want to be mad at her and call her names, but I just think that there's something wrong with her. She spread some really bad stuff about my other good friend to loads of people. Anyways, on a happier note, me and joanna (alisa's mom), are going to go see her at her boarding school! Im sooooooo happy! I thought I wouldnt be able to see alisa before I leave. THIS FRIDAY!

Awarded

I got this award from my sister. :) And along with this award, Im supposed to list ten interesting things about myself: 1. I really like eyelashes. :) But, only when they're real. no fake ones.

2. When I was little and I wanted to talk to someone, I would get SUPER close to their face. :D

3. I SUPER completely like my boyfriend. Even though he's a dork.

4. I like my cat Alice probably more then some of my friends. Sorry, but its true.

5. My feet shrunk about two sizes. From a 8 1/2-9, to a 7-7 1/2. Creepy, huh?

6. My sister is AWESOME. We are the elizabeth and jane bennett's of the world.

7. I have super bad luck with cameras. I went through two in the past two years. Both were digital and cost 200-300. No bueno. BUT, I have never been the fault of them braking.

8. I've had the two same bestfriends since childhood. One, I met the day she was born. Okay, I was only 1 then so I dont remember meeting her. The other, I met in first grade.
9. I love aguing, and it gets me into trouble a lot.

10. I've had tonsillitus twice since june, and have thrown up 16 time once in a day. random. :)

I award whoever reads this.

Second award, again from my sister. I am supposed to say ten things noone else knows. Im not sure how that is going to work out. My sister will probably know most of these:

1. When I was little, my favorite animals were sharks and dinosaurs. Plus, tigers. :) I even had a shark shirt. It was the ultimate.

2. Sometimes I feel like my cat is the only one who likes and understands me.

3. I cry more often then I let on.

4. I never wanted to have kids untill I went to a mission trip to an orphanage in mexico. It changed everything. Well, almost. I now want one boy. :)

5. I used to think I was adopted when I was little. I still struggle to see the similarities between me and my family/relatives.

6. My greatest fear is failure.

7. I am ALWAYS tempted to pack one bag and just travel wherever my feet take me.

8. I am worried that I won't achieve all of my goals, or that I wont make a difference.

9. I wish I knew my grandfathers.

10. I really want to go to cuba. I always felt like I was missing something, and I think that something is the connection to my cuban heritage. (I also think maybe that's the missing link to who I look like).

I award whoever reads this.

Well, I hope you enjoyed learning just a little bit more about me and my crazy self. :)

kidnapped! :)

Well, lets see.....the last time I wrote anything was about the beach. Wow. That seems so long ago. Anyways, Thursday I went to the state fair and had a lovely time. Mmmm. We had chocolate candies and shaved ice. Classic. Then, on friday, well, I cant remember what I did friday so that must mean it wasnt too interessting. Saturday was a usual church day, then my family went to my hayward hispanic half's babyshower party. My cousin is having another little guy. :) He's supposed to be born September 18th. The day I leave for college. Which is supprisingly in 10 days. Crazy, huh? Anyways, the babyshower was okay. And I got to take pictures with family which was nice. :) Sunday I went out to breakfast for my friends birthday. :D She turned 19! Then Cameron Arana the pirana came over. lol. I havent seen him in ages. Well, more like a week. haha. Anyways, after.....my mom supprised me and my family took me on a trip! They kidnapped me! lol. She wouldn't say where we were going. Turns out we were going on a beach one night trip. And me and my sister stayed at a hostel with a lighthouse. Super cool. Unfortunately, I was really out of it for some reason. :/ Then on monday driving home, we stopped off at ikea and bought a ton of dorm room stuff. I am now super excited to go. Im ready. Definitly ready. I'll just miss tristan a ton, but ill survive. Speaking of that boy.....Its one month for us today. Hahaha. I feel silly being all excited about that, but I am. :) But, I havent seen the dork in a while. :/ Last night, Lizzie spent the night and we stayed up watching tv/movies, eating ice cream and popcorn, and talking till 3. :) Super nice. Well, off to a good day today. Hopefully. :)

Liz+Boys+Tristan=Good beach day. :)

Yesterday, I went to the beach with liz and her family, her younger brother's friends, and tristan. :) It was fun! But, unfortunatly, it wasn't very warm. Though it made for good cuddling wrapped up in a blanket with tristan. :) I LOVE the beach. I wish i could live on one & just listen to the waves all day. Soooo relaxing. Anyways, today I am going to the state fair with the family. Hooray. Oh! And counting days, I have 15 till I move to university! Im getting super excited. :D

Birthday Wishes

Yesterday, I turned 18! :) I was born on August 28th 1991 at 9:09 p.m. My birthday was amazing. I woke up to the singing happy birthday from my mom and sister (although I could hardly sleep that night because I was soooo excited). I opened presents from my sister. She gave me a purse with many nifty things inside. She got the idea from her nylon magazine where they put things in a purse with a theme. Her theme for my purse was travel. Super perfect for me. Well, that morning my mom made cinamon rolls. Mmmmm delicious. && I had three! haha. I got ready for the day and waited for my friends to come pick me up for breakfast. Well, while sitting waiting with my sister and friend, I decided to call tiana who was going to pick us up and was late.... She said, "Oh yeah. We're pulling into the parking lot now". I thought she forgot about me but she said she'd be right there. So, im waiting by my front window looking for her to show up and........Suddenly Tristan pulls up!!!! Climbs out of his car looking SUPER fabulous. I died. lol. Woah he looked amazing. && Definitly gave me butterflies. I wasnt sure if I would see him because he had to work that day. It was a total suprise. I opened the door and gave him a big hug and kiss. :) He makes me soooo happy. Well, he came to suprise me and pick us up for breakfast. We all ate breakfast, me, kara, angelina, tristan, tiana, canyon, and liz. It was yummy. Then, me, my mama, angelina, and tristan went to a flea market. But it ended up being too hot so we decided to go to the mall. We had to rush home to make sure tristan got to work ontime. I hope he did......lol. So, then i relaxed for a bit untill my dad came home and the family went out to dinner at sushi! We ate soooooooooooo much. 90 pieces of sushi && tempora. Oh. plus salad and soup. We are eaters. Later at home, I had friends over for ice cream. Angelina made party hats for everyone. They were super awesome. She's so creative. And she got poppers and everything. && streamers. After ice cream, me and some friends went out by the waterfront star gazing. Tristan met me there. Such a perfect night. Finally, tristan came over and we shared our usual green tea ice cream. A perfect ending to a perfect day. :)

i love this song

last day

Today is the very last day ever of my being 17. Insane. Tomorrow I will be 18 & and adult.

I like you more.

A list of things that remind me of Tristan:

• moustaches
• green tea ice cream
• transformers
• tallac beach, lake tahoe
• toturo
• "nothing"
• water
• grad night
• i gotta feeling - black eyed peas
• you and i - ingrid michealson
• ocean avenue - yellowcard
• 1988 ford f-150
• burn notice

birthday week!

Well, it is finally here! :) My birthday week! hooray. I'll be turning 18 on the 28th. Im starting to get excited. I still don't know what im doing on my birthday. Hmn.....Any suggestions??

"she wears short skirts. i wear tshirts."

So, I happen to really dislike taylor swift. BUT, I am now obsessed with the song you belong with me. Anyways, I adore the music video. :) Well, yesterday was amazing. :D I spent it with some of my buddies. We went and had a picnic at a park, then we went bowlilng for basically free with a cupon I had. I FINALLY got to see my friend jonathen. :) He makes me laugh. Like super laugh. I love it. But, it was kinda awkward at first because tristan was there too. :) && jonathen has/had a thing for me. But we were always able to be friends. Now, however, i have a boyfriend. So I wasn't exactly sure how it would work out with the two of them. But tristan could only stay for an hour so it all turned out okay. :) I wish he couldve stayed longer though. He works sooo much. Ugh. oh well. Oh! and im slightly bummed. They scheduled him to work on my birthday next week. boo. Again, oh well. Ill still have fun. lol. So, bowling was fun. I came in second to last place. :D Im pretty horrible at bowling. I used to be better. Grrr. This coming up week looks like its gonna be fun. Its my sister's last week of summer so i think we will be going on many adventures. PLUS, my birthday is next friday!!!!! :D Hooray! Can't wait. :)

Mmmm delicious

Yesterday, me and tristan went out to tapioca express. Yummers. Ive never had it before. Now im hooked. :D We both ordered mango. Then we sat outside and enjoyed them. After we were done we went and walked along the waterfront. It was super windy! Well, not super super. But my hair behaved fairly well. Later, we went back to my house and laid outside on a quilt and enjoyed the sun. He's amazing. :)

end of the week...

So, it is the end of my weeks stay with my cousins. :( Things i have learned: you can never shop too much, its not good to talk to strangers when you're two girls in short skirts and lacy tops, i love the 1950's, i love my own bed even more :), I miss home, i miss my mr. even more, && sometimes its hard to distinguish between stars and airplanes. Oh! not to forget.....I LOVED watching beyonce kick ali larters booty. It made me want to go box someone. So beware. :D

"I'm a klepto" "A what hoe?"

So here are some pictures that me and wendy took today. I originally wrote something longer but her computer is being stupid and erased it so i dont feel like typing it again. Anyways, im having a lovely time up here in Reno. But....im super missing tristan. Its kinda a bummer that since we're together i have barely seen him. Boo. Oh well. I cant wait to get back and enjoy the rest of my summer with him. He's amazing. :) & I found out that he read my blog! eeek. lol. I didn't mean for him to read this stuff. Again, oh well. I believe I win. :) I like him more, miss him more, & have liked him longer. Anyways, here are new me&wendy photos. I was trying to be scandelous. :P

"love love love"

Today was oober fun. :) Im still in reno at the cousins. We enjoyed a lovely day of movies and vintage clothing shopping. At the antique store we tried on many dresses. I ended up getting a lovely blue dress/jumper thing from the 1950's. Soooo happy. PLUS, it was 30% off. Neato. Well, at the antique store I met the lady who owned the surf board that me and tristan were drooling over. :) she said that back when she surfed on that board (her father bought it for her from a trucker who got it in australia because she sold her old surf board to pay rent), it was thought to be super unlady like. She was pretty awesome. Now she's in her sixties, raised a family, and survived cancer. What a fighter. Also while at the antique store, i got a nifty idea of what i want to get tiana for her birthday. :) If, i can find it.... Well, after we got back home, me and wendy had an awesome photo shoot. Here are some of the pictures. Enjoy. :)

finally. :)

Well, reno is turning out to be amazing. Tristan finally asked me out! :) So yeah, we're official. finally. lol. I like him SO much, its insane. Things aren't going to be a fairy tale though. & I know that. Im leaving for school in a month. & he's my first boyfriend. Its not going to be easy. But I know for sure that there isn't anyone i'd rather be with. He amazes me in every way. We are a perfect match. AHhhhh. Im sooo happy. So, on August 8th, 2009 Tristan Smith finally became my boyfriend. :)

Reno! :D

Time for fun! :) Today my family and tristan are going to visit my cousings in reno for a weekend and then im staying there for the rest of the week. We are going up for hot august nights. Idk what its going to be like, but im sure itll be tons of fun. Im pretty excited because itll be the first trip me and tristan will go on together. :) Well, ill be bringing my laptop up so i will keep you posted.

I never thought I could love anyone, but YOU. :)

I just found this incredible ingrid song. It amazes me. :)

Block Party & Hair Cutting

Yesterday was the first time I had seen Tristan in basically almost two weeks. Doesn't sound long, but trust me, it felt like forever. Well, he invited me to go with him to get his hair cut, random. He's always had longish hair since ive known him, but he just got a promotion at work and the require him to cut it short. Anyways, he was nervous, I was nervous, his sister was excited. lol. So, he got it cut short. Like short. i LOVE it. :) Like wow. He looks amazing. I thought he looked good before but now i just cant stop looking at him. I just want to stare like a creeper. lol. Anyways, after the haircut we went to his house to get ready for a block party! :D Ive never been to a block party before. It was super fun and the police and fire people came and ate. :P Later, we watched a movie outside his house. The night was amazing! I like that boy sooo much.

Six Degrees of Separation

1) Ice Cream: i LOVE ice cream. I always have, and always will. Favorites include coffee, green tea, moose tracks, & mint chocolate chip.2) Alice: my cat Alice is basically amazing. She's such a character & ive had her since I was five. 3) Angelina: my sister's better than yours! :P jk. Well, actually, she is. :D 4) Friends: my friends are incredible. I know that they will always be there for me. 5) Adventures: i super enjoy going on random adventures. They spice up anything. :)

6)Beachs: I don't know what I'd do if there weren't any beaches. I love them. Some favorites include waimanalo, dillon, huntington, & many more. I tag whoever reads this post. :)